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    May 20

    承欢记

    或者承欢最后的明白,也只是学会,让自己只看到下面5分钟的前路吧 。
     
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      可是承欢已决定这一次,她不会再让母亲介入她与她男伴之间。
       这纯是她麦承欢的私事,她没有必要向家人交待男伴的出身、学历、背景。
       母亲需索无穷,咄咄逼人,她每退一步,母亲就进攻一步。
       她若乖乖解释一番,母亲便会逼她把他带返家中用大光灯照他。
       并且做出倨傲之状,令他以及女儿难做。
     
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      “姚志明好像结过一次婚。”
       “是吗,告诉我更多。”
       “你没有问他?”
       承欢大胆地说:“接吻还来不及,谁问这种不相干的无聊事。”
    May 12

    Still..

    Sometime I still miss the good old days when we just live our own lifes.. happily
    April 27

    umm...

    Someone just mentioned to me that it was reading my MSN blog... and I say to myself... b.s., that stuff still / really exists? so i'm gonna check it out and update..
     
    no i am not ok. the place is pushing me mad, i don't know why. i am not going to make no more chances to something valuable 'coz i know i'm gonna screw 't up. i am mad. I AM MAD. fuck that.
     
    Justin, Sky, Belinda, Deleny, Jill, Vivian, Xiaofeng, Zhifeng Hu, you all, live a correct, normal happy life.
    January 24

    so! finally

    ummm...havn't come back here for a while, well, ~4months. 2008 is passing bloody fast and awful. disaster after disaster, tragedy after tragedy. me too, living on a bleeding edge or dancing on fire.
    need to pick tech again by now, or i am getting passed by.
     
    2009, i am NOT SCARED!!
     
    p.s., bs colleen, you do scare me a lot :)
    September 29

    passion?

     
    something, something stops me from moving on.
    i don't know what is it.
    maybe just lazy.
     
    need some passion..
    September 01

    Work

    So when I look at "recently updated spaces" page today, the latest entry is someone's "Ade, Augmentum"...
    Congratulations.
     
    Augmentum is a young, growing company. Time is hard for the company and for all the fellows here. People choose their life and some of us still believes that we worth we live ok so far. so..
    all i would say is
    Best luck for all of us, for all those left, and for the company too~
    July 14

    holiday's over

    ok, for Sky. So he's back to oz in a couple of days.
    life will always go on, right? i left this on Dorothy's blog but i'm even not sure of myself.
    tired of the normal life i'm living with now. thinking about making some changes, soon or later (rather sooner than later I KNEW :)
    there are plans already, just need some actions.
    Good on Sky, good on me, on every single one of my friends~!
    June 17

    Sky

    Justin and Sky 'll be here in 20 hours~~ can't wait to see them!
    May 29

    "Re"

    So it's time for a "re"-focusing, again to satisfy myself onto the possibilly right direction again
    almost (or, precisely, already) lost for a loooooong time and now it's time to wake up.
    people've been waiting on me and i'll need to catch up.
    Cheer up, Ryan!
    May 27

    So

    prob. there is no more to say.
    i won't be able to help me getting out of the past
     with the help from someone pushing me back all the time
    and so this is it, i'll be staying here alone.
    May 22

    他曾经爱着她,那么深,那么深,深到已经不记得,是怎样的沉沦
    她也曾经爱着他,那么甜,那么甜,甜到磬人心脾,醺然欲眠
    后来
    没有后来
    May 20

    Married~~~

    Friends are getting married all around me~~ WTH?
     
    Sky, Justin, I'm 很有诚意地 looking at you guys...红玫瑰 is there a schedule?
    May 13

    Life's Beautiful

    Summer's coming, sunshine's coming
    Feels like a sudden my life turned back to where i believed, with laughter, sunny and passion
    Steak, bear, chicken, i cover all the tire from work with delicious food i make, cover the depression is ever is with music, cover all the negative with the summer sunshine that pops into me every morning i open my eyes
    Friends are doing good too.. Justin starts new at Hangzh, Steedhorse works out life better, all the best all the best for all my best friends
    even if disaster happens some, here, for me,
    life is JUST beautiful..
    May 04

    Vac.'s over

    五一假期过去了,我很怀念它。
     
    April 20

    Stanley, cheer up!

    Stanley, cheer up..
     
    even i'll say 人生难得几回醉, you're no longer young like the rest of "Console team" are..
    cheer up! congratulations and all my best wishes!!
    April 05

    昨晚做了个奇怪的梦。
    梦见我在一个课堂里,仿佛离期末大考还有几周而已。然后呢,我翻开数学作业本,里面的作业只写到开学一两周的样子,补也补不齐了。然后,我出门,在墨尔本的郊外,坐火车,从一处窜到另一处,向着一个标志远方的方向不听地前进。。。但是到了某个地方的时候发现,又回到了离city只差一站的某处。。火车站有不少不错的馆子,我买的一个 role 味道不错。。
     
    梦在暗示我什么?折腾吧折腾吧永远绕不开所有存在或即将存在的问题?我不要不要不要回到那个可怕的学生时代。。
    April 01

    期待生命

    ……能够随时绽放,绽放……
    March 27

    愚人码头

    熊天平:愚人码头

    时间是码头
    它收留我停泊
    满载的渔获
    原来是你我
    拥抱的失落
    在爱情的码头
    我燃烧我的船
    怕夜黑时候
    你疏忽错过
    我焚心等候
    我已不能回头

    它可愿意帮我
    你在何处漂流
    你在和谁厮守
    我的天涯和梦要你挽救
    我已不能回头

    你要伤我多久
    多麽愚蠢是我
    多麽爱你是我
    才会守着不走
    你给的寂寞
    music
    在爱情的码头
    我燃烧我的船
    怕夜黑时候
    你疏忽错过
    我焚心等候
    我已不能回头

    它可愿意帮我
    你在何处漂流
    你在和谁厮守
    我的天涯和梦要你挽救
    我已不能回头

    你要伤我多久
    多麽愚蠢是我
    多麽爱你是我
    才会守着不走
    你给的寂寞
    我已不能回头

    你要伤我多久
    多麽愚蠢是我
    多麽爱你是我
    才会痴痴固守
    这愚人码头
    music


     

    挫败

    从来没有什么深刻的感到被挫败。。无能为力无能为力。。
     
    “我是真的真的想放弃……”梦飞船
    March 25

    无缘 - David Tao

    我承认我也有点情绪
    该好好谈却让你离去
    改天买点什么哄你
    你就不会生气

    一个星期都没你消息
    十七个留言都没回应
    感觉有一点不对劲 让我开始担心

    我说了什么 我做了什么
    还是问题不在谁认错
    错在那不该做的却一直做
    该说的没有说

    我说了什么 我做了什么
    你我还要骗自己多久
    如果装若无其事重头来过
    让我们比较好过 是对还是错

    Hey ooh ooh 有什么出错

    足够的技巧不去争执
    足够的成熟但没情趣
    会是爱得不够多
    还是根本爱错

    分手这念头你有闪过
    老实说我也想过很多
    难得但讽刺的默契
    想想会更难过

    我说了什么 我做了什么
    还是问题不在谁认错
    错在那不该做的一直做
    该说的没有说

    我说了什么 我做了什么
    你我还要骗自己多久
    如果装若无其事重头来过
    让我们比较好过 是对还是错

    怪你不如我先想清楚
    慢慢了解爱不是在比谁痛
    多用心都没有用 怪缘分不够